Making lingerie

I started to make my own lingerie and brought some pink stretchy lace for it and pretty pink bra straps .I would like to make a bralette. There couple of bralette styles I like. I hate bras with wire in them ,there so uncomfortable ,so I mainly wear bralette.I like the girls to be free and be able to bounce.

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Slut Shaming

I have taken my YouTube channels into a new direction .In a bid to get more subscribers and learn new skills like Photography & video editing. By doing underwear videos and twerk videos . And I have experience, the thing they call slut shaming just for changing my channels up a bit.Here definition of slut shaming for people who dont know what it is.

Slut-shaming is the practice of criticizing people, especially women and girls, who are perceived to violate expectations of behavior and appearance regarding issues related to sexuality. The term is used to reclaim the word slut and empower women and girls to have agency over their own sexuality.

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Primark Lace Underwear

I wanted to create more sewing videos and fashion clothing videos.I need someone to model the underwear,I was buying and sewing .So I modeled the underwear myself .Plus I also love dancing in my underwear and its great way of getting rid of sexual energy .Unfortunately some haters weren’t ready to see that side of me. They claimed they knew me and I was better then that. They never stop to ask if I wanted to do it and saw it a variable career choice. They just assumed I was a victim or mental ill not that I was celebrating female form & was being part of the body positive movement.

In came the slut shaming and abusive comments.And the claim to know me and know what my career aspirations were.even though most havent met me and only now me through my YouTube videos.

They hypocrisy is unbelievable Naomi Campbell ,Halle Berry have both done nudity in film or print .And respect models and actress .And they not being slut shamed .

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Kylie Minogue and Victoria secrets Models bums are constantly on show .They not having trouble with they careers. And they not being called hoes and not told its going to ruin there career if they do nude or topless .

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In fact its boost they careers.So why should people tell me it going to ruin my life. Underwear videos haven’t ruin my life .its boosting my career , helping build my YouTube Channels and its teaching me how to take video and Photography properly for my photography degree. So I will keep doing it

I just have to do me & do what I do for the people who love me, Please subscribed to my YouTube channel below.

 

There excellent video on slut shaming by Amber Rose below, check it out. Black women arent allow to owe there own bodies without someone claiming your bodies as there property

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Hairdressing school

I have started hairdressing school in September .I am hairdressing NVQ level 1 at Salford college. I am enjoying to be honest and always loved styling hair. l got hairdressing kit and uniform too.Its nice to learn to style Caucasian hair ,which is mostly straight or wavy. I was happy with the uniform but not happy there was no bag with hairdressing kit.l have to use my small suitcase to carry my kit. I got two training heads with brown hair too.I would have liked blonde one, as Lilac semi permanent hair colour did show up on the brown training head. My training kit is from dennis williams

Hairdressing is lots of fun ,so many style I would like too do.I will take some photos of my hair kit soon but check out my video on my hair kit

MUA EYELINER REVIEW

Hey guys so sorry, its been long time, since I’ve updated this blog , forgive me.But I have been on the hunt again, for budget Wetlook eyeliner and Felt eyeliner. I thought I would try MUA makeup brand this time. I came across there Winged Wonder liner which is felt tip liner and there Wet Look eyeliner which is liquid liner. I found these in Superdrug , the Wet Look eyeliner cost £3 and felt liner was £2. I sampled them on my hand before I brought them because I hate wasting my money.

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MUA MakeUp Brand

I must say I like MUA Wet Look Eyeliner, it has good staying power and it doesn’t stink my eyes like the Essie liquid eyeliner I brought. It stayed on for 8 hours and has very black but it did smudge a bit as I have very watery eyes. I let it dry for 10 minutes once I apply it before I go out ,which helps its not smudge.I would recommend this product for ladies on small budget.

The Winged Wonder liner is disappointing .Its seems alright on your hand and full of pigment .But once its in your makeup bag for a week or so , its very dry and doesn’t seem to go on once you have your foundation on .Its waste of money honestly .I would ask for my money back if I could find the receipt.I can’t recommend this product.

I also brought Maybelline Super Stay 7 days nail vanish nail colour in colour Divine Wine 265.Its a beautiful colour and it will go beautifully with my black henna.I cant remember how much it was though .

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Maybelline Nail Vanish

 

Am I British or English!

Am I British or English or African? Is a question posed many times by various people.I consider myself British African because I was born and raised in Britain but genetically I am of black African descent. And my whole family are Nigerians and mainly live in Nigeria.

In the era of Brexit ,there a lot of hate about.People demanding that people with duel heritage choose a side.Its a winner takes all game .You don’t want to be on the losing side.I ain’t choosing nothing , Britain and Africa made me who I am.And happy to have duel heritage and two passports.I am happy to be black British. I personally think ,native white Britons are going through identity crisis because half of them feel like there losing there identity to the Pan European project .And because there use to calling the shots.

British native white people are having to confront ,what there forebears have done around the world under the British empire and the after effects .And many , only want to take the good things under empire but don’t want to deal with the bad parts  of empire and its effects .And how it made many black and brown people feel inferior and stole there resources.But that’s life , karma a bitch,you reap what you sow.You cant have you cake and eat it.

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Its very strange for me to hear white Britons complain about there European cousins moving to Britain ,while there living in Europe and around the world. Its just hypocrisy , very self centred and immature.

White Britons aren’t taught about the British empire. And think Black and Brown people are just desperate to come to a small island of the north sea.There taught that there superior and the culture is superior.And that everyone has to do things there way. Its very racist and rooted in bare aggression .Its also very annoying.I have got to the point where I wont talk to white Britons about racism ,as many just don’t care and enjoy being at the top .They see life as competition and that they have divine right to rule over black and brown people even though there minority in the world.

They see themselves as the white race and have duty to civilize black people to there way of doing things .So they can loot there resources and build up there native land at the expense of others.E.g the white man burden. Many white people think they gave birth to black folk , when its actually the other way around .Black women gave birth to humanity and contain all the genetic material to reproduce every creed , human and colour on the planet.

But we get little respect as black women ,we are seen as extension of black men .When its us black women ,who gave birth to black men.Black men are extension of us, without us they wouldn’t even be on the planet.Once baby boys get off breast milk and on solids they start thinking there somebody and better then the women that birther them, its disgusting .

One day us black women will stand up and demand the respect we deserve.Its not easy being the mother of humanity .NO JUSTICE NO PEACE.BLACKGIRLMAGIC ALL THE WAY

REMEMBER I DONT NEED BALLS ,I HAVE OVARIES AND THERE JUST AS POWERFUL THEN ANY SET OF BALLS.

Rimmel & Elf Gel Liners Review.

I brought Rimmel and Collection 2000 Gel Liner.I love the cat eye look.

I first brought Collection 2000 gel liner because its one of my favourite budget makeup lines.I found this gel liner had no staying power and disappear with in hour . It also went hard quickly.Its was cheap and it wasn’t water proof.I have terribly watery eyes and end up with smudgy eyeliner which I hate .Its was waste of money

 

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Next I brought Rimmel Gel liner which was double the cost £8 , its had a bit more staying power but its still didn’t stay on longer enough.It went hard quickly and I tried the old dryer trick.It make it soft again but within 15 minutes it was dry again and un useable. I use glycerine in both of them  to make it soft again.It worked a bit but I have decided to throw them brought away.As its hard to use.I wont be buying any of them and cant recommend them.

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I brought the Elf waterproof felt tip pen , it was terrible very dry and useless ,that went in the bin .But the Elf gel liner was nice and soft ,worth the money. I hope it last and doesnt dry up so quickly.I have to say l also brought cheap Ebay black gel liner is was super cheap and hasnt dried up .Its not water proof but better then Rimmel and Collection 2000 , amazing  really.

Then lastly there Essence waterproof liquid eye liner that claims to be on 18 hours but when I use it.Its made my eyes stink and was smudged within hour, only lasted 2 hours not 18 hours. Its waste of money.

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The hunt for cheap makeup int easy ,the hunt continues. And recommendations please comment below.