Women & Career breaks

I have worked about 7 years in total from 17 to 38 years old. And it has dawn on me just how much people look down on the unemployed and women in general.

When I haven’t been working ,I’ve even been studying or looking for work. But I am truthly fed up ,with people asking me what I do when I ain’t working.

I follow my hobbies dumbo for the haters out there,which is blogging ,reading ,sewing, cycling etc.

These fucking feminist get right on my titties.A lot of feminism is just misogyny repacked

Its especially annoying when my work coach and employers ask me what I have been doing when I not been working. Its like people forget, that life still has purpose when your not working.

I am currently off work due to chronic fibroid pain and depression .But I got found fit for work. Even though I am not. My pain is still chronic and the Tramdol makes me sleepy and tired.

I had a male work adviser who wasn’t understanding so I requested a woman instead.As what the fuck does a man know about having a womb or fibroids. Its alot better but still hard. I am currently appealing my decision.

I feel hollow inside as I dont want to work. Its time for me to have a family. You can have a great job but still come home to a empty house. Plus who will look after me in my old age. Not the fucking Department of Work and Pensions.Its time to make a family.I feel like my illness is a sign from God, telling me to slow down and make a family.

I really hope I found a man to make babies with, so I can get off the Department of Work & Pension books .Its just so fucking annoying. I dont have good GCSES ,my grammar and punctuation is rubbish.I tried a English class but couldn’t cope with the three hours on my bun in pain ,on a rock hard chair.The hope of me finding a job is slim.

Its really hard right now.I really just want to piss off to Africa but I need money first.In Africa a women traditional role is valued at lot more .Women traditional roles are devalued in the west.especially Britain.

Women in Britain are meant to be superwomen, have a career, be a great wife and mother .Women who are just unemployed ,mothers or a housewife are fucking looked down on.Its truthly disgusting how these women are treated here.And there hardly anyone fighting for those women’s rights

With my current health problems ,people keep telling me to have a baby and the fibroids will go but I have to find a man first.

Sorry if I haven’t blog for a while life is stressful right now.



3 thoughts on “Women & Career breaks

  1. Aw babe… I don’t actually know what to say but I still felt the need to comment…
    I hope writing this and releasing some of the stress at least made you feel a bit better.
    You just have to stay strong and positive, everything happens for a reason and your good fortune- whatever that may be- will come when the time is right x


  2. Hi, me again.
    I know you wrote this March so I hope things have improved a little for you. I agree with Shiv above as you sound really depressed. You need to get into the spiritual ie, go to Church or take up meditation. I go to Church and meditate as I believe that you MUST have some sort of anchor for you to hold on to. As for the writing, you are blogging and I take it that you enjoy blogging and get some relief out of it so I wouldn’t give up on finding ways to improve your writing and what you write about. For example, as your interest in is natural black hair styles you do more research on it, takes photos of black women who sport such hairstyles (and of course, you get their permission); on racism, as I’m originally from North London, I know very little about the racism in the North so again, you can write/interview people about their experiences etc. I wouldn’t give up on the evening classes, as knowledge is always a good thing.

    As someone who currently lives in ‘Africa’, yes, I’m glad that I did leave, but Africa also has its own problems. The grass is not necessarily greener on the other side. Take care.


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