Getting Married in the Morning.

This is just random post to showcase Sabrina Dhowre marrying Idris Elba.I love a good wedding and black love.Not feeling the wedding dress ,to simple for me .I thought I would show some type of wedding dresses I like


I like wedding dress thats like ballgrown , since I hope to only get married once


Just need a groom to marry now



Making lingerie

I started to make my own lingerie and brought some pink stretchy lace for it and pretty pink bra straps .I would like to make a bralette. There couple of bralette styles I like. I hate bras with wire in them ,there so uncomfortable ,so I mainly wear bralette.I like the girls to be free and be able to bounce.


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Slut Shaming

I have taken my YouTube channels into a new direction .In a bid to get more subscribers and learn new skills like Photography & video editing. By doing underwear videos and twerk videos . And I have experience, the thing they call slut shaming just for changing my channels up a bit.Here definition of slut shaming for people who dont know what it is.

Slut-shaming is the practice of criticizing people, especially women and girls, who are perceived to violate expectations of behavior and appearance regarding issues related to sexuality. The term is used to reclaim the word slut and empower women and girls to have agency over their own sexuality.

Primark Lace Underwear
Primark Lace Underwear

I wanted to create more sewing videos and fashion clothing videos.I need someone to model the underwear,I was buying and sewing .So I modeled the underwear myself .Plus I also love dancing in my underwear and its great way of getting rid of sexual energy .Unfortunately some haters weren’t ready to see that side of me. They claimed they knew me and I was better then that. They never stop to ask if I wanted to do it and saw it a variable career choice. They just assumed I was a victim or mental ill not that I was celebrating female form & was being part of the body positive movement.

In came the slut shaming and abusive comments.And the claim to know me and know what my career aspirations were.even though most havent met me and only now me through my YouTube videos.

They hypocrisy is unbelievable Naomi Campbell ,Halle Berry have both done nudity in film or print .And respect models and actress .And they not being slut shamed .

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Kylie Minogue and Victoria secrets Models bums are constantly on show .They not having trouble with they careers. And they not being called hoes and not told its going to ruin there career if they do nude or topless .

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In fact its boost they careers.So why should people tell me it going to ruin my life. Underwear videos haven’t ruin my life .its boosting my career , helping build my YouTube Channels and its teaching me how to take video and Photography properly for my photography degree. So I will keep doing it

I just have to do me & do what I do for the people who love me, Please subscribed to my YouTube channel below.


There excellent video on slut shaming by Amber Rose below, check it out. Black women arent allow to owe there own bodies without someone claiming your bodies as there property


Shoe shopping

As I told you in my last post I don’t have enough ankle boots to wear .I went shoes shopping in Primark today. And I came across some beautiful ankle boots.I love wearing ankle boots for riding my bike because there comfortable and fashionable.I like to ride in style.I came across these in various colours. There only £12.

I sometimes think I should brought two pairs since there so cheap as it’s not easy having big feet .As shoes for big feet are generally expensive and sometimes they don’t come in my size arrhh !

What you think ,I think there Uber stylish and lovely bright colour. There a fake suede material.

Dark Skin Black women being demonized in the media!

Dark Skin black women of the mahogany variety are constantly being demonized .And are having there feminine stripped away. They are regularly presented as androgyny , as more masculine then there fair skin sisters. Its a very damaging and dehumanize for black women .Its continue of what was happening under colonization and slavery .That black people were class as half human.

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This is Sudenese model Alek Wek below and here is a disgusting photo which stinks of racism.Why are dark skin black women nearly always present as over masculine, why is dark skin black woman photography with devil horns all the way down her body?

When fair skin black women like Beyonce are celebrated. Its like the closer your are to white the more human your presented.Photos like these, brainwash people into using brutal behave towards black women It makes white people scared of dark skin black women especially.

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Alek Wek

Grace Jones in the 80s was presented the same was , as to say she less attractive then a medium brown skin black women like Kelly Rowland.

Grace Jones

Dark skin black women seems to be photography to make them look scary, dark & sinister. Look at how Mel Brown was named Scary Spice just over hair.But in contrast look at how a white woman like Sinead O Connor ,when has she been portray as masculine, just because she has a bald head? Racism can be very convert , people.

Sinead O Connor


A dark skin Black women feminine is always questioned, as to say she lacks it compare to light skin women.I am fed up of the subtle racism at play here .The question prose by  Sojourner Truth proposed Aint I women ? Is as relevant today , as it was for her. There are people celebrating the Black Panther Movie but not asking how many times do we have to see dark skin bald head black women presented as masculine and wonder why black women are killed at the hands of white police officers.

Just my thoughts folks please share on social media and comment..

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Scary Spice